A favourite singer of mine once said that he always lives his life as if he is in love.
When you past the age where you receive comfort and safety of home, living in a big city with new people and expectations held upon you, you finally feel the complete loneliness.
Yesterday, I went through some minor breakdown. I’m so confined on my work desk even often having lunch on my desk that when I wanted to eat out, I had no company.
You feel that emptiness and say to yourself “what happened to me?”. Friends of high school and college are gone busy with their own problems. (At the same time, I wonder if they think and feel the same way as I do).
So, lately I have been trying to get to know myself.
I got a guitar (someone special bought it for me). Finding the tune to a song, playing a favourite song, and singing along to it. I didn’t realize that the simple act of playing my guitar and playing songs I like would make me happy that much.
I love my guitar and my music.
I have also been taking care of my body. I used to didn’t care much about it and as a result I would easily get sick, even hospitalized, I was under weight and had many headaches every day. Now, I try to sleep properly, wake up early and drink green tea every day. In fact I also began to care about my make up products. Going online buying make up is something I recently discovered as an uplifting experience. To see yourself clean in the mirror gives positive energy every morning.
I love my body.
People around me also gives me support. I have my mom, dad, and brother that calls me every week, and just listening to them talking about their day makes me believe that at the end of the day, whatever happens, I will always have that comfort and safety at home.
I love my family.
Also, my biggest shout out is to my closest human beings. I have my best friends who are always with me in spirit and keep me laughing and grounded.
Finally, I have my frownee, you give me the reason to live my life like I am in love, which I am.
Take note of every little positive things in your life every day, and you will realize that your life is full of love and you will be living your life as if you are in love every day.